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I don’t remember the first time

But I think I survived

Probably better not to try to recall 'cause it feeds it, yeah it keeps it alive

There are specific things

That I have to do

Day to day just to keep it at bay

You wouldn’t believe if you knew

Oh no, this isn’t real)

Oh no, this isn’t real

Here’s a little secret

Here’s the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can’t hear it

If it’s out of mind

Wait until it settles

Comes round a second time

I don’t remember the first time

But I think I survived

Probably better not to try to recall 'cause it feeds it, yeah it keeps it alive

(Oh no…)

(Yeah)

(This isn’t real…)

Here’s a little secret

Here’s the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can’t hear it

If it’s out of mind

Wait until it settles

Comes round a second time

I can feel it loom

Up into my head

It is in the room

Panicking in bed

I feel it coming on

Taking over view

Oh please not tonight

There’s nothing I can do

This is bigger than me

This is in my fear

This is pitiful

I just disappear

Swells up all around me

Swallowed up inside

Sell my senses if

It would make this subside

I can barely handle

I can pass the time

Staring through the curtains

Up into the sky

Where there is no

Depth perception

Keep preoccupied:

Self deception

Nobody recognizes

It doesn’t have a name

My brother is infected; he’s acting just the same

Screaming like a siren, up and down the hall

He just wants to stop it

He wants to end it all

I am just a child

I have nothing more

Than the basic function I am running from

I curl up and wallow

My distortion

Everything is disproportion

Suddenly I wake

All is back again

Everything is closer

Morning is the same

And I can’t hear it

It’s way out of mind

I will just forget this till the next time

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