Текст песни: Memories + перевод

It’s the only thing I’m good at

Don’t know how to put it

But I got my foot in way too deep to turn around

Sick of being wound up in this little town

Spending more than my bank will allow

Living on my last check

Out of breath

Working 9−5 to build a safety net

Music’s all that’s really left

Everybody’s either deaf or left unimpressed

I’m not empty minded, I got empty hands

Trying to catch the moment, never finding where it lands

Can’t afford new pants

Got the money, but I know my life has different plans

Sticking to my guns wherever they’re banned

Friends? Yeah I got em, but they’re always mad

Never got the time, they pine for my attention

Weekends occupied

Weekdays, all the seven

Speeding hit me with a fine

Bank account locked

Debit card just got declined

Ran a red light, broke a headlight

Patience threadlike

Pay my ticket on the website

College? Can’t afford it now

Guess I gotta forfeit

Wow, guess I really blew it

What’s the purpose now?

Can’t release my music without money

How did I dig myself deeper in this hole

Being an adult is taking a toll

I can barely pay for my petrol

I never smoke, but my lungs are full

Burnout high school bums never meeting ends

Yeah it’s kind of funny

Cause now I’m in the same boat as them

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Money that I’ve lost

Don’t know how to stop

Addictive personality

Poison spreading through my veins like novocaine, it’s inhumane

Give me good advice

No one ever tries

Living out a life that might as well suffice

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Conscious decisions eat away at me

Everything is done hedonistically

Poison spreading through my veins

My weakness makes my body ache

I hate this place

Got one foot out the door

Slaving away for nothing anymore

Feels like I’m at it for years at a time

Six years since I first jotted a line

Yeah, and my writing sucks

Yeah it must

Even though nobody ever said it does

I live and breathe it, but I feel defeated

Cause nobody’s ever

Taking the time to read and be picking apart the lines

They just want a flow that rhymes, sounding dope and tight

Never want a piece of something I can make

Frigid enough to make your body shake

Wait

No I don’t got the patience

Scribble then then take my pencil and erase it

Future for my music?

Don’t know how to do it

Greedy with my time

But don’t know how to use it properly

With the possibility that I’ll never get props or be

The man in their eyes

How can I make it in a market largely oversaturated?

In over my head but living by my own means

Making sacrifices for my home team

Tryna face myself like I’m scared of what I think

Always pace myself like I’m scared of what I drink

I’m ripping apart the ability and the agility in my me

That imminently got me into the industry, now are you feeling me?

Cause I’ve been willingly giving my illest without the senility

Only one in the vicinity that’s killing it with no hostility

What?

Credibility is what I feel I need

Cause no one’s feeling me

You don’t gotta be into my passion

A little respect is all I’m asking

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Money that I’ve lost

Don’t know how to stop

Addictive personality

Poison spreading through my veins like novocaine, it’s inhumane

Give me good advice

No one ever tries

Living out a life that might as well suffice

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Conscious decisions eat away at me

Everything is done hedonistically

Poison spreading through my veins

My weakness makes my body ache

I hate this place

Got one foot out the door

Slaving away for nothing anymore

Got no pain to feed

I’m numb now

Funny how the situation never turned around

You relapse on painkillers

I relapse on pain

Still I got these friends acting strange

I’ll rip out a page and dedicate it to them

They’ll put on a face you never really knew

And sharpened a knife just to put me through it

Sure is nice, what a sense of humor

Careful what you wish and what you’ve been persistent on

Never wipe the floor your friends are pissing on

Caught up in a false sense of confidence

Building walls, plotting against

Everything that I am not

Waiting patiently for the past to rot

My friend, if you are so smart

Then riddle me this

You see me as a threat for a few mistakes

You know good and well I’d never do the same

This isn’t me, I’m not sadistic

Finder’s fee out for my lost existence

You’re not consistent, never

So keep your distance

Our lost endeavors mean nothing to me now

Buried in the ground

Seven feet beneath us

Never getting out

You aren’t the first to feel this torn

But you need to realize that I’m not the source

I’m sick of this, I’m not your scapegoat

Antagonist, you’ve lost your place now

Story of your life as you see through your eyes

Realize that I’m not vital to the plot

Twist your stomach in several knots

Bet you’ll miss me now that the point’s across

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Money that I’ve lost

Don’t know how to stop

Addictive personality

Poison spreading through my veins like novocaine, it’s inhumane

Give me good advice

No one ever tries

Living out a life that might as well suffice

Now all I have are memories that bleed together perfectly

Conscious decisions eat away at me

Everything is done hedonistically

Poison spreading through my veins

My weakness makes my body ache

I hate this place

Got one foot out the door

Slaving away for nothing anymore