Текст песни: Survivor's Guilt + перевод

October 9th of last year, standing in 40 degrees. When you needed me the most I

drove down 309, how low can somebody sink?

But I still hope you’re taking care of yourself, 'cause Lord knows I’ve been

trying to. I wish I showed you that I loved you more, but it seems like you’re

doing just fine without me

I slid on black ice on I-76. The last time I’d been concussed was sometime last

year in August. A smashed head against the walls in your house when they’d

sweat. The silence in the living room kept me awake as we slept

I used to measure every single mile like every single one was killing me,

but now I feel like I can’t get far enough away. I can’t get far the fuck

enough away

Your ghost still haunts my head, and I’m digging up the bones of what we once

were, because I can’t shake the feeling that, every night, I feel like I’m

better off dead

But I’ll always be just the sum of my failures, and that’s all I’ll ever be to

you and to every single person around me

But tonight, I’ll breathe your name in for the first time in a year and you’re

making me sick to my fucking stomach

Tonight, I’ll smoke a cigarette for the first time in weeks, because breathing

in cancer tastes better than the air that reminds me of you

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