Текст песни: In This One, I'm Dead (Clean) + перевод

I’ve gone and done it

I didn’t think that I’d follow through, I didn’t

This can’t be fuckin' happening

I wanted to be free, I mean, I guess, yeah

I do look quite at peace

But I’m thinkin' regret gonna kick in, jeez

I should of seen this comin', oh fuck me

You had to seen this comin'

You’ve been fuckin' listening, yes, you

You heard the rest, the me, depressed

You voyeur, the spoken, hopeless, jests, finessed

I’m more of the blame, I guess, when I think about it (oof)

I’m sorry

I’m feelin heat, is this hell?

Yeah, maybe I deserve this, I know well

But fuck, they could turn down the furnace

I’m here, shit, clearly I earned it

My sternum is burnin', I’m sweating

Heavy, this is, to reflect

You shouldn’t see this, you could care less, huh?

You’ve lost respect for these, I see, friend

I’m in the deep end, you don’t dive

Alive you are and uh

A pretty good grasp on just why I’m down low

Religion, I deny, no church, I curse

Inflict hurt and rely on lies to subside desires

I’m selfish, could use a beverage

Wanna be sexin' the next girl

I lust for crowds like The Hex Girls

Blatantly shut-eyed to rules

Like that period of time in school when I stole heaps

And creeped out the house

With my friends with sheets over pillows, ha

To wreck shit in the neighborhood

Neighbors detested our bull shit

Dickish antics and how we never got caught (why?)

Cause we’re just too smart, clearly

Guess I’m a bad boy, forgive me, I live recklessly

My life’s heinous—shit

I’m not even alive anymore

Mom, dad, Maygan, Connor

I just fuckin' left them

Fuck

You fuckin' knew didn’t you, mute?

I opened up to you, you heard all the warnings signs

But you’d rather be entertained

By me pourin' all of my brain out, I’m nothing now

See, I won’t ever write again

Songs or notes, lyrics, or books

No more jokes, I can’t provoke folks

I’ll never travel the globe

I’ll never know what it’s like to be a father

To have me a daughter or son

I’m in a slumber I won’t wake from

I don’t even know if anyone’s listening when I talk

Some poor fuck will find me

Cops will phone my fam, they’ll all be crying

You feeling guilty yet, listening?

You sorta did this to me

Now, there will be a funeral people attend and that’ll be the end

I’ll turn into an anecdote, somebody somebody use to know

He died, a rope, took his own life

A long time ago, damn

I see me fallin' slowly

I taste that bitter poison

I feel it coming to an end, still I hear

You don’t really miss home, these are open seems

Fall in love with those tears, leave it, let them bleed

Blurred in all of these lies, is it them or me?

Still I hear this

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nana nana na

Richard: Will you sit down Emma, you’re makin' me nervous

Emma: Richard, shut up. I literally only brought you so you couldn’t tell mom I

left you home alone

Richard: I’m 16, I don’t need a fucking babysitter. And I came on my own free

will

Emma: Oh my god. Jared, are you finished yet? This house—this room freaking

gives me chills

Jared: Yeah, babe, just a few more pictures. This shit’s gonna look so fucking

dope on my blog

Emma: Okay, just hurry

Richard: You know… my friend from school says Daymeus’s family moved out

right away cause he started haunting this place. That’s why no one moved in

Emma: I swear to god, Richard

Richard: No, no, no, not like horror movie haunted. I mean, it was his family.

But like, they would constantly hear moving around in his room and music would

randomly turn on and off

Jared: Rich, that was probably the most basic ghost story I’ve ever heard in my

life

Richard: Really? That you’ve ever heard?

Jared: Yeah

Richard: That’s pretty bold

Jared: I know

Emma: I can’t believe it’s been 3 years. I remember seeing him around school

when I was a freshman and he was a senior

Jared: Guys, guys, this is a fucking rope

Richard: Oh shit

Emma: Where’d you find that?

Jared: That closet door just sorta fucking creeped open and it was just laying

on the ground

Richard: You don’t think that’s the rope that he…

Emma: Guys, this was a mistake. I think we should leave

Jared: Emma!

Richard: What’s happening to her?

Jared: I don’t know

Richard: Emma!

Emma: What?

Richard: Emma!

Jared: Richard, call your parents

Emma: Guys, you’re scaring me. Guys! Hello?

What’s happening?

I can see but… I can’t control myself

This doesn’t feel like… me

Where am I?

Am I dead?

This is so wrong, I know

I feel I’m in control

This darkness, deep inside of me

Actions they won’t condone

I feel so cheated

Don’t think I was meant to be here tonight

Internal bleeding but I don’t think I put up a fight

This is all I’ve wanted

This is all I’ve dreamt

Where has my time went?

Why am I saying these…

I see me fallin' slowly

I taste that bitter poison

I feel it coming to an end, still I hear

You don’t really miss home, these are open seems

Fall in love with those tears, leave it, let them bleed

Blurred in all of these lies, is it them or me?

Still I hear this

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nana nana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nana nana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na nananana na

Nanananana na—(Shh)